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AloneFeeling the urge of loneliness
no friends to hang out with
nobody to call for myself
my friends have abandoned me I think...
and so did she
living my life so lonely and heartless
was I brought into this world to be alone?
to suffer in agony? To be ignored by the people around me?
should I be an assassin? for nobody would ever notice me
in silence I lurk within the shadows
even in the light I walk within, nobody seem's to see me
I walk a path that's lonesome. Wish I had a friend
to walk it with me
DarknessI have accepted the darkness
for it has engulfed my heart
not a shed of light may shine on it
for I've been taken in too deep
it's cold embrace I welcome it
the whispers of demons around me I listen
have I just wished that I too wanted to become
humanoid demon that hides it's aura around it
haunting the feeble minded underlings
killing everything in my wake
madness and chaos would descend upon me
oh great prince of darkness...
what have you gotten in store for me,
A disciple that welcome's your cold embrace?
shall I be blessed with the power of darkness?
so that I can summon hell hounds and torment people with such delight
oh how I crave for this power...
Moving OnThought's of you mesmerized
but somehow I just realized
that your not mine anymore
to have and to hold forevermore
Emotions of you still reside
for that I cannot hide
my heart and soul shattered to pieces
and now I cannot finish my thesis
You were once my inspiration
for the future's domination
and to feed the people food in this nation
for all they seek is despair and desperation
I'm torn to pieces
so I have ripped my thesis
I may have stopped to study
and my passion became uncanny
Bought tickets to a concert with passes backstage
but you didn't show up, and I'm filled with rage
wallowing in despair, days and months withered and so did my age
slit my wrists and let the blood fill my rain gauge
I still love you my dear
and you have nothing to fear
for this is just a phase
and there is nothing to be amazed
Unspoken ThoughtsMy darling, I thought the night wouldn't come to this
when I have relinquished my thought's of you
I have realized only now that you want to be friends
that you have wished and I will fulfill...
thought's of you, I've buried along with the hatchet
but would soon arise because some sediment's remain within deep
my heart is just full of riddle's... Question's unanswered
hope to have not rather than to have...
I shall solve them my own
for such thought's you need not to bare now...
VengeanceHow did I turn into this... Monster?
who must receive my ultimate wrath?
true vengeance that shall unfold
unto the person that did this to me!
thought's of ravaging villages
never have I ceased to dream of such
I ask you this... to whom really deserve's
my ultimate revenge?
Slum LifePeople have been scavenging
They have been ravaging
Their hunger can't be compared
to what has the riches we're bared.
In poverty, we seek materials to trade
wasting precious day time until the sun would fade
We have nothing to pacify our raging stomach's
for the money we have wouldn't satisfy our hunger.
Yes, water we drink but we gather them from the sewers
we cannot afford to buy clean and distilled bottled waters
Families, friends, neighbors alike toil under the heat
just for them to try and take a bite out of a piece of meat.
Such agony and deceit, we cannot tolerate this no longer
how we wish that somebody would give us money to launder
a great life we wish to seek
but our hopes and dreams were to high at the peak.
day in and day out, we await for the collector
for garbage they would dump would be our treasure
a kilo of aluminum, would be good for seven coins
but not enough to purchase a piece of loin.
We the people of the slums share this story to you
Rich folk that sit in their
OverseasShrouded with my thoughts of you
she's been over abroad
and I can't stop thinking about her
as I left her country
I can't help but to feel so jet lagged
we shared memories and the places we've been together
my heart burns for you my darling
eternally it burns more than a thousand suns
in distance or how close you are,
you will always remain in my heart...
for your the light of my life...
PatienceWaiting for the right woman
wish too have found the right one
too tired of the pain and suffering
I want to see her...
please show me a sign that she's right there
wherever you are my sweet...
I'll be here in my room waiting
thinking of you from dusk until dawn
dreaming of you when I sleep
whenever I see picture's of my family
your face always seem's to be in censorship that I can't identify
but in distance, far or near you will always be in my heart my dear
together shall we be... For all and eternity that I'll always love you
forever and always...
a dangerous hallucinationThe light coming through the window was bright,
much too bright.
Even though my eyes were closed
I could see it-
The skin of my arms prickled,
sweat dripped from my brow.
It was two in the afternoon but…
the sun was setting
through the window facing east.
I should have seen the hutch,
shelves lined with bone china
decorated with delicate leaves and vines.
I was so thirsty
and reaching for cups that should have been there.
Instead I found a billboard of butterflies,
the colors raging
more than any rainbow
I'd ever seen.
Their wings fluttered and flashed
yet somehow they moved in slow motion.
I wanted to stand,
wanted to reach out and touch them but…
I couldn't move,
and yet I laughed
ignoring my dry mouth
and the tingling in my feet.
There was a tempest
on the rise
and in my blood.
A sugar rush disguised
as a riot of butterflies
and they were swarming me.
There was a small vial
of insulin in my pocket
that I nev
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