I couldn't do anything with life
when my heart fell to down
shattered into pieces
my time to heal has come
but not sure if I were to heal once more
never again will I look for another
for I have nothing else to look for
seeking another one of her kind
would take me a few decades of searching
I tried to be perfect for you
guess that I just wasn't worth your time
Thank you.. whoever you are.. for giving me the chance
to love once more..
My loveMy love~
Where did our love gone to?
Every night I ponder in my room
Riddles and reasons unsolved
I wish to know your true answer
Why must you leave my heart with open doors?
You packed your things and left my house
Why must it end this way?
Both our heart's bleeding heavily
Nothing to patch it up
Only mere words of I love you would heal this wound
How I miss your tender kiss on my cheek
Your warm embrace when you hugged me each time I see you
I would never forget those days where we shared our happiness
Never again I will look for another woman like you
For you are my one and only you
I wish to love you once more my darling
I beg to you not to leave me with questions unanswered
For this pain is unbearable and just excruciatingly uncomfortable
I wish to see the light of day when I wake seeing upon your face
Although you have left me to pieces
I will still remember you in my memory
Your face couldn't be more as vivid as the sunset
That I cannot forget so easily
I will always love you...
Tormented Soul-Tormented Soul-
How can I live on seeing you with another?
As I see you holding hands with another man
It feels like my soul would cripple in despair
I cannot think that my tormented soul could ever heal
Because you have left a gaping hole in my chest
Forever and it shall be open... Bleeding eternally
The Dream-The Dream-
A vision I see of us on the sea side
On a Venetian port we settled and prosper
We had two children named Marco and Antonia
We saw the sunset everyday and the moon light
I never wanted to end it
A dream so luscious and delightful
I wish nothing more than to spend it with you.
Another day went by
And my thoughts shrouded by your face
I couldn't stop thinking of you
Life had been cruel to me
I just wish that this pain would cease
For I grew tired of it
Oh the joyous pain felt misery
How I wish it wasn't pain and it would just
be the love that we used to have...
Notice Me~Notice me~
I was sitting at the corner
of the classroom and suddenly
I saw you talking with your friends
Curious enough I tried to approach you
But you wouldn't seem to notice me
I hope you do and try to notice me
I've been up all night.
Thinkin of my game plan
Trying to get you to notice me
I couldn't eat
Couldn't even barely breathe
Everytime I wave to say hi
Still you wouldn't notice me
There I was, talking with your friends
you were somehow shy and you wouldn't
Even try to say "Hello! Who are you?"
Then I wish to say something but my head
Stopped thinking for a minute.
Trying to get my act straight
Then I shuddered and stopped the conversation
and left quickly for I was too shy.
Then one day when I was alone
Talking to myself and continuing with my game plan
Then you suddenly approached me
Sat beside me and said "Hi there, I can't stop to think that
You kinda like me..." I was surprised and she said that "I too
also kinda like you.. I kept looking at you
Love hurtsWe shared the laugh's
We shared the pain
We shared everything
And yet what is to attain?
Nothing but grief and heartache
For this pain is to bareable to take
Shear torment befalls in my chest
As each passing day it manifests
Though I thought the lord
had given me an angel
But he had given me
One of Lucifer's disciples
As each day pass by
All of my memories went by
Flash backs came in to and fro
How could I have sunken so low?
Moving on as it seems
Is too hard to bare
for I was...
Her dearly beloved bear.